By now you probably know that I always look for a meaning in everything, believe that everything happens for a reason, believe in destiny, signs and coinsidences and all that, and could care less what so many people think about it - it just works for me, I'm not forcing it on anyone. So, for a while now, there have been quite some weird and inexplicable things happening in my life, that kept preventing me from doing certain things I wanted to pursue. And I kept wondering why and I just couldn't find the answer. Until just a few days ago something not so pleasant happened. At first I got frustrated, but being the way I am, I really tried digging deeper into it. How thankful I am now - that thing that happened, no matter how unpleasant, is all I needed to be able to figure out all the recent why's. Once you know what the problem is you can get down to solving it. It was all about some of the unfinished bussiness, which I will now take good care of. It's no longer a problem, I know what I need to do and I'm going to make sure I learn from my mistakes.